kenape ek?

im already 24 but:

1.i dont have anything in my life...i mean,from an education perspective,i still didnt complete my student,altho i only got anor sem to go,i.Allah will finish my study on april,2010 for a degree holder it took almost 7 yrs for me to finish...hey,look around u plzzz...all ur friends already got a job,can buy anything they want and the most important part is dat they are using their own money,but u??? still asking from ur parents...ur a loser man,serious shit!!

2.i didnt own any property....yeah true,even the car im using is not mine...im still rely on my parents or friends in doing anything,y cant i just go with my own decision?? try to feel all the hardship in life,y must i take things for granted...until when im gonna put the burden on people around me...hey wake up,u r turning to 25 nxt year...WAKE UP!!!

3.i am not a good stdnt....im enjoying myself a lot...a lot in other words too much for a student for having dis kind of life,im not stdying every day..not doing revisions until the exam is near,near as the exam will took place tomorrow,only dat i will study for the paper....so how im gonna expect to finish my stdy on time??? i m totally hopeless!!

4.erghhh....too late to feel sorry for my own self....but i still hv my family to support me all the way,if not....im just a total jerk n nothing much i can do to change myself...i still hv a great parents,still membebel but their love worth emmm no words can describe how much their care and affection to me,i still hv my 3 sisters....my only bro...n my 2 younger sisters...im just lucky to be surrounded with ppl who carried a lot of love with them,dats how i take things for granted...hihii dont be too serious..im just reconcile myself,dats the time when u started to change...just remember,altho they might always there for me but still... i hv to learn to use my own legs for now or never...kan?kan??